its just scary, rite now, my mood swings are just going crazy... one minute i could be quite high, but then the next, i hit the pits. dunno y e hell this is happening, but it just sucks like shit. been like that the whole day... damn. but i guess its just cuz so many things are happening now, and i'm just thinking lots about many things... and i've just no one to talk to right now... sighs... :(

anyway, let's talk about happier things... :) had a great time at the ranch, and yeah, v v happy tt i've internet access in my room now... haha, tt means free SMSes! haha... :)

yeah, we had this v nice ferry ride to the coastal area that the ranch was on on friday, the view was really great, shall show u guys pix when i get them. and the wind blowing through our hair was really great though the wind was freezing cold.. haha... but it was worth it staying out there cuz the view was just beautiful...

then we reached the ranch. the first thing that hit me was how beautiful it was. the view was great, everything i'd imagined since i was a child, rolling hills, dipping valleys with clear skies in the backgroud, little buildings around and many animals just roaming around. guess i didn't really like the flies and horse manure lying around everywhere, but at that time, i was too awe struck to let such little things bother me. the scenery was just so beautiful we just dashed up the hills and went as high and far as we could, taking in everything around us. yups, took many pictures, was pretty... in fact, we stayed there till the sunset, and boy was it beautiful. never seen a more beautiful sunset, but i still think a sunset at the sea is the most beautiful one.

the night was spent at a camp fire which was really really cold, it was just freezing. was quite fun singing songs and huddling with friends to keep away the cold, but we smelled really sooty after that... had a really late night that day cuz was trying to star gaze, but the clouds just kept coming back, waited and waited, finally gave up. bah...

next day, we got to horse ride! :D that was really fun... my horse was so silly, it bit another girl's thigh, *ouch*... and bit her horse too... i asked the trainer and apparently, those 2 horses hate each other. yeah, was really fun, the horses go along this route, and the few of us that started off at the end just kept changing positions cuz we were trying to overtake each other... :P and it was really amusing to see how the horses were so greedy, some of them kept trying to stop the eat the grass growing at the sides of trail.

after horse riding, we went to the beach. summer just kicked in, so its still quite cold, and the beach was just cold. but well, still jumped into the water, which was just freezing. it was far worse than any swimming pool i've went to in Singapore, haha... well, am amazed i didn't just drop dead. it was fun sort of surfing with the waves... they are really huge, not like the ones u find in Singapore which are so tiny due to the stupid break waters around... haha. and yeah, there is far less litter and pollution, ships, so its very much more scenic. and the sand finer too... :P lied on the hot sand to gain some warmth after my swim, felt so good... :) in the end, buried myself in the sand and took many pictures! :P haha... oh, the girls tried to make a butt so that the figure was volumptous, but then, in the end, they put it at the wrong place, and decided to convert it to breasts instead... *rolleyes* so i had breasts growing out of my back... and they weren't even of the same size!!! :P

then we went to the mushroom reef, which was very nice, had many organisms there, collected many pretty seashells. but i still think that the reefs in singapore have a far larger diversity of organisms... we returned, and the nite was spent playing cards and looking at stars. this time, the sky was clear, so we could see everything quite clearly. it was a pity that the moon was so bright, so it made things less clear... :P went to sleep really early cuz nick and i wanted to see the sun rise here... we reckoned it'd be pretty since the sunset was so nice... so we woke up at 430am, or rather, i woke him up at 430am... spent 1.5 hours watching the sun slowly rise. meanwhile, many thoughts ran through my head, guess i'm glad i wasn't watching alone... :) took many pictures, seeing the skyline slowly change from dark to yellow, then to blue. and the spot of red in the sky turn pinkish, then orange, then yellow... that was the sun... :P anyway, after this, i'm very very sure that i like sunsets better, have all ways liked them better anyway... :)

okie, the rest of the day was spent doing archery and this big swing thing. haha, that was really fun, they use a rope to tug u up real high, then release u, so its like a swing. it goes real fast, damn exhilarating... wanted to let go at first, but then it was so fast, its just too hard to force myself to. in the end, was so silly, ended up going upside down, then went overboard, and did a flip... was hurting... somewhere... but thankfully i managed to flip myself back again... ;) but yeah, was really fun nonetheless... :)

yeah, then took a bus back, and we are back here again... yups, hope i'd be better soon, and hope everything back in singapore is fine... am glad most pple did quite well for SATS... :)